In a world that's full of hope, why am I alone Had this feeling so long my serotonin's gone Even when I get high why do I feel so low Never good at goodbyes I hold on I hate the man I see when I see myself A reflection of hell (yeah) I told myself it's different, it's so hard to believe I know that I won't change so I sold another dream All the lies I told are burning holes inside And I don't, I don't know why I broke a promise to myself As I stand here again all covered in mud And I'm drenched in my sins what have I become I said the last time that would be my last time Not good at goodbyes I hold on If I jumped off this ledge would you catch my fall Would you care at all I told myself it's different, it's so hard to believe I know that I won't change so I sold another dream All the lies I told are burning holes inside And I don't, I don't know why I broke a promise to myself All the stages I've shaken, all the roads that I've taken Wondering if I can really make it Feeling so depressed I've been humbled and humiliated All the truth I've mistaken for the things I thought save me It's like nobody knows at any given second I feel like I might explode I told myself it's different, it's so hard to believe I know I'll never change, I sold another dream All the lies I told are burning holes inside And I don't, I don't know why And I don't, I don't know why I broke a promise to myself