You are a secret that's worth keeping And I'm keeping my mouth shut On the weekend I won't hang out with anybody else The pavement yeah it's begging What's it want from me I keep falling backwards looking for relief Oh to be free Well I've been counting all the minutes And the days have been counting me I want to live my life again But you are I'll never understand the wind But you do I didn't know I was afraid But you did I want to do it again I've been sleeping waiting for something To feel nothing at all Avoid the call Sometimes I'm reckless Sometimes misdirected And sometimes when I'm tested I tend to do nothing at all When I'm alone There's a ghost that keeps talking And I know there's gotta be more for sure OMNIPOTENT I've been numbing my thoughts for hours Well I know you wanted to save me from myself We've been wilting our young for seed I can't compete we're too strong to feel what's real Do you want to live forever?