Torture (A Suicide Note) Lost hopes Understatements Salt flows in my eyes Last chance for forgiveness Last chance to end my life My life my lies My secrets My fears are haunting me Their shame Their illusion Their blame Is all I see Death wins all my hurt end death ends all the hurting Death stops my inner cries Why live in a mad world Why choke on all the lies Torture Taste of metal in my mouth Torture Let me pull the trigger now Why live I am worthless No room for my despair No loss for the living No one would care I can't change what happened I won't run anywhere I search for a safe place I am lost everywhere