Desperate

歌詞

(Spoken) "Our father, forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us" Woke up this morning, too depressed and shamed to leave my bed Can't stand to see my own reflection, so I hang my head Feel like a disappointment, like the scum of the earth I'm so hurt, I know you see I can't cover my dirt My soul's dying, heart's weak, I can't even cry I'm supposed to run to you but why I'm such an evil guy The sun's shinin', but for me it's the darkest of days Try to pretend it never happened, but the guilt remains I leave the house, it feels like everybody knows I did it Feel like they readin' my mind and know the sin I committed Through Your blood I'm acquitted, but my heart doesn't get it Oh God I'm desperate for help 'cause I'm grieving Your spirit I couldn't sing in Sunday service, Lord it felt fake And when they started Communion, I just made an escape I'm in need of Your grace feels like You hid Your face Lord lead me back to the cross and show me my sin's erased I'm so desperate Can't believe I sinned against You Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry) Your mercy is what I need I'm waist deep in my pity, is Satan trying to trick me , and tell me You won't forgive me? 'Cause it's startin' to get me Jesus help me quickly, I hate the wrong I done I know we all fall but I feel like the only one Feels like I should be shunned, should I punish myself? I know it's dumb, 'cause by Your death all my sin has been dealt But my sin has been felt - I didn't want to do it But what I want to do I don't, I swear I'm goin' through it I'm tryin' to open up my Bible, need to read Your pages Need You Lord but my guilt has got me feelin' so faithless Help me see where grace is take me to the basics Help me find my joy in You and not people and places My sin is ever before me, I turned my back on You Oh Father break and restore me and bring me back to You My sin is ever before me, I turned my back on You God break and restore me and bring me back to You I'm so desperate Can't believe I sinned against You Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry) Your mercy is what I need Have mercy on me God according to Your steady love Wipe away my transgressions and wash me in Your blood Create in me a clean heart, renew a right spirit Don't hide Your face from me God Your presence, keep me near it I'm waiting patient on You, Lord I know You hear my cry Restore Your joy in me for You alone I live and die It's You I glorify 'cause You don't want my sacrifice You want me broken and contrite and trusting in the Christ I confess to You my sin and You show me mercy I turn away from it demonstrating that You are worthy Over lust, over pride, over all sin is my affection for Jesus who died for all them I was lost now I'm found, I was tossed to the ground My sin weighed on me heavy but I'm no longer bound As sure as Christ wear the crown I know that grace will abound And even when I feel lost, I know in You I am found I'm so desperate Can't believe I sinned against You Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry) Your mercy is what I need