Suicidal Failure

歌詞

Father forgive me for I know not what I do I tried everything, but I'll leave it up to you I don't want to live, I don't know why I don't have no reasons, I just want to die I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself I'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expired I'm barely just 19, but my life I will retire I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun I pointed it at my head, but I couldn't get the job done I took all my mothers sleeping pills I jumped off a freeway bridge I drank three kinds of poison And drove my car off a ridge I beat myself with a bat Put a noose around my head I overdosed on heroin But I'm still not dead Death may not be the answer, it can't be all that great But me I'm not into living, with life I can't relate By some masochistic reasoning, I think that it will be fun I want to start my second life now So shoot me with your gun