I thought that i'd know by now

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I see girl in the bathroom crying her eyes out Middle school blows always walking with her head down She just wants to know the reason why people get so mean And she's lookin' at me Mmm There's superman sitting with a whiskey at the table Shadows on his face yea he's barely recognizable He'll always be my hero but I guess he has a dark side Kinda scaring me, I can't lie Mmm Well holy shit I don't have a clue And I don't like the answer even when I do I expected to learn something new That I'd grow out of this How come I don't feel any different? Nothing seems real like it did anymore Don't how to deal with the noise in in my head And it gets so loud I thought that I'd know by now I thought that I would I've had the same old dream since back when I was wearing dresses But now I've seen it up close, it's kinda rough around the edges Maybe I would be happy as a mom or an accountant But actually I doubt it Mmm Cause holy shit what's the fucking point? The longer this goes I'm getting paranoid How come I don't feel any different? Nothing seems real like it did anymore Don't how to deal with the noise in in my head And it gets so loud I thought that I'd know by now I thought that I'd know I thought that I'd know by now I thought that I'd know I thought that I'd know by now I thought that I would