After This

歌詞

Don't make me laugh My future gonna be bright, you say? Now lights fade away After this, you say I'm gonna be good Even now I'm 'bout to fuck up Guess I can't get this over You don't know my fear of this pain goin' on I don't need anymore The future they say as hope is my despair After this I hate this word If I should be fucked up for happiness I'm gonna end it all right now After this Before you said like this If not, never say it again I hate it after a time Get them go God damn it all My feelin' alone I don't know it all the nasty part of my drug Not know, not know, not know Like a rat in a bag Trapped in a dirty trap I'm fucked it up and gonna cut it my wrist now Numb to all words you said fuck After this I hate this word If I should be fucked up for happiness I'm gonna end it all right now After this Before you said like this If not, never say it again I hate it after a time