I tried to reconcile that night Suppress the anger in a pill I'd rather throw away than numb it out I'm going to honor this emotional fallout Catastrophe awaits. My sanity's at stake. These words are tough to hear. I'm acting out of fear I used to bristle at the words you said. They remind me of a time I used to bottle up to hold it down It's no wonder that I never stuck around Catastrophe awaits. My sanity's at stake. These words are tough to hear. I'm acting out of a childish self-made fear Live in the moment. The past mistakes can suffocate. It's hard to breathe in this awkward war of words It's so hard to live in the moment. The past mistakes can suffocate me. It's hard to breathe in this awkward war of words Starting to think I'm in a better place. It took some time to realize the threshold Pain of mind is one I don't take light. I'd rather run away than stick around and fight Catastrophe awaits. My sanity's at stake. These words are tough to hear. I'm acting out of a childish self-made fear Live in the moment. The past mistakes can suffocate. It's hard to breathe in this awkward war of words It's so hard to live in the moment. The past mistakes can suffocate me. It's hard to breathe in this awkward war of words I'm moving on. This time I'm moving on. I'm moving on Live in the moment. The past mistakes can suffocate. It's hard to breathe in this awkward war of words It's so hard to live in the moment. The past mistakes can suffocate me. It's hard to breathe in this awkward war of words I'm moving on. This time I'm moving on. I'm moving on