HOW DO I NEVER WORRY HALF AS MUCH AS I KNOW THAT I SHOULD? AND HOW DID I GET SO FAR ON SUCH DUMB LUCK WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS GOOD? HOW DID I WANT SO BAD TO BRING ABOUT THE FUTURE I WAS TEARING OFF THE SUTURES HALF WAY THROUGH? AND EVERY TIME I BUILT IT UP SOME MORE FOR YOU HOW DID I FORGET HOW MUCH IT MEANT WHEN YOU WERE THERE WHEN I WOKE UP? HOW DID I FORGET FOR JUST A MOMENT HOW MUCH MEANING I HAD BESTOWED UPON THAT FLEETING LITTLE HOPE? AND EVERY TIME I BUILD IT UP SOME MORE FOR YOU AND ALL I DO IS HOLD ONTO IT ALL I DO IS HOLD ONTO YOU