I can't believe you are gone. Three Aprils have passed, and still I feel the same. But if there's one thing I've learned, it's that something's gotta change for me. I blame myself for this, more than you'll ever know. I've lived in regret, and I have nothing to show. We're not promised tomorrow, so we'll make the best of today. It's a shame that I've been silent, since I've had so much to say. Nothing lasts forever, and I wish you could have stayed. So now, I'll let go of the past before the present swallows me. I will stay strong and never regret the things I've done. Cause life's too short to throw it away. I will move on, and make the best of today. I can't believe you are gone. Three Aprils have passed, and still I feel the same. But if there's one thing that I've learned, it's that something has to change. I will carry your ghost as a part of me. Life lessons, the good, the bad and everything else in between. No regrets, no right or wrong. Live and learn, I'll stay strong.