Thought about anything and anyone To distract myself from you Faked love with somebody I don't care about Just to think of someone new I obsessed About what's next So I didn't feel a thing Hurt some people You hurt me God it's cycle I repeat I think I missed out on the Songs I couldn't write cause it'd be too hard to I really thought I'd lose my mind If I thought about you I couldn't let me Feel it at all Cause I knew if I did I'd be breaking my heart Now I'm singing Songs I couldn't write Cause I think I have to Kinda funny you can think that you're moving on When you're going 10 steps back Really thought I did my best I know better now That you can run from the past Couldn't feel Didn't heal But I guess I learned my lesson It's true it'll catch up to you I think I missed out on the Songs I couldn't write cause it'd be too hard to I really thought I'd lose my mind If I thought about you I couldn't let me Feel it at all Cause I knew if I did I'd be breaking my heart Now I'm singing Songs I couldn't write Cause I think I have to