I feel like lately I've been locked in a cell I find the pretty things and put 'em through hell I might be crazy but I can't really tell I find the pretty things and then I put 'em through hell Don't know just what we'll find So hold me down and look inside Today we're out of time So brace yourself; I'll cross the line So go I keep pretending I have control I wear a mask so you'll never know I'm bottled up ready to explode So go Fucked up but it's what I need Finding serenity with the rage inside of me Shot out, God, I pray for peace But the serenity comes with rage, it sets me free I might be crazy but I can't really tell I find the pretty things and then I put 'em through hell It's gotta suck, I put 'em through hell Can't stop, I've burnt the brakes The price I'll pay if death awaits Shut off, the lights resign The silence now, too hard to find So go I keep pretending I have control I wear a mask so you'll never know I'm bottled up ready to explode So go Fucked up but it's what I need Finding serenity with the rage inside of me Shot out, God, I pray for peace But the serenity comes with rage, it sets me free Broken much like the lock on my cage I keep a vault in my head, it's where I keep my insanity Broken, I know I did this myself 'Cause I find the prettiest things and then I put 'em through hell Fucked up but it's what I need Oh God, will I find my peace? I need serenity, is this my serenity? Fucked up but it's what I need Oh God, will I find my peace? I need serenity, is this my serenity? Fucked up but it's what I need Oh God, will I find my peace? I need serenity, is this my serenity? Fucked up but it's what I need Oh God, will I find my peace? I need serenity, is this my serenity? Fucked up but it's what I need Oh God, will I find my peace I need serenity, is this my serenity? Fucked up but it's what I need Oh God, will I find my peace I need serenity, is this my serenity?