Honestly, I'm embarrassed I've been so fucking careless Hards in my fucking ways You should not have to wait I've been so fucking selfish Insecure 'cause I'm jealous I want nobody with ya Still got my sneaky link ups I know I'm wrong for lying Guess these are my confession I know I lied so many times that I believed my answers I know I made you wait You shouldn't have to wait Used to beg me to stay You shouldn't have to stay You went and found an athlete Now I hate fuckin' athletes I was too fuckin' flashy I couldn't keep it classy You found somebody wealthy He gets more paper than me Honestly, I'm embarrassed Fucked up, one way to Paris 'Cause when it gets like this, I need distance I'm on a twelve-hour flight with just my feelings It can get like this in an instant Soon as I get to thinkin' that nigga done fucked you like I did Like he sucked you like I did Does he touch you like I did? Like I did Thinking I fucked you like I did Like he sucked you like I did Does he touch you like I did? Like I did I won't let it, sonny You don't owe me nothing to tell me whoever he is Fuck whoever he is Fuck whoever he is Depression, obsession is selfish So I'ma just drown in this summer depression to help it It really ain't helping, no, it ain't helping, no, it ain't helping, no This shit ain't healthy, this shit ain't healthy, this isn't healthy Booked you a flight to come out to me, you didn't take it That was the moment I realised we wouldn't make it Ego was hurt so I went to the port and I booked me a ticket Had to get missing, I had to get distant It's in my stomach, this fuckin' hurts, fuck 'Cause when it gets like this, I need distance I'm on a twelve-hour flight with just my feelings It can get like this in an instant Soon as I get to thinkin' that nigga done fucked you like I did Like he sucked you like I did Does he touch you like I did? Like I did Thinking I fucked you like I did Like he sucked you like I did Does he touch you like I did? Like I did I won't let it, sonny You don't owe me nothing to tell me whoever he is Fuck whoever he is Fuck whoever he is