I watched you glide out the door with poise I'd not seen before. I saw you shine. I collapsed to the floor. It promised it missed me more and said, "True love is mine. I missed you. Did you miss me?" Slowly, it's consuming me, deliberate and deep. I can't take this deeper panic. Teach me. Teach me not to dream, dream deeply. I haven't left here for days. My panic keeps me awake as he unwinds inside. He told me I should have known, that he'd hated the way I'd grown to love soft lies. "She lied. Do you miss her like I missed you?" Slowly, it's consuming me, deliberate and deep. I can't take this deeper panic. Teach me. Teach me not to dream, dream deeply. Slowly I swallowed your fears for all of those years. How could you let them consume me? Teach me how you sleep, so sweetly.