Say enough about disappointment Never mention being afraid I try each new way to avoid it Just I do a lot of talking Say nothing I should save my head For the nitrous Instead of thinking First I had him in my mouth Then I had him in my body I was drunk but I think I liked it Guess this proves a lot of nothing Improves nothing Laughter is my best friend Nothing hurts like thinking I'm so afraid of being me And So afraid of what that means