I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF IN THIS WAY TOO PEACEFUL COUNTRY I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO GO SO FAR CAUSE I'M GODDAMN CLAUSTROPHOBIA NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO WITH YOURSELF, YOU'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO CHANGE IT NO MATTER WHERE YOU'RE GOING AWAY, YOU NEVER KNOW CAUSE IT'S HARD TO UNDERSTAND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SURVIVE THIS TIME IN THIS WAY TOO PROSAIC COUNTRY I DON'T KNOW WHICH IS GOOD OR WHICH IS BAD CAUSE I'M GODDAMN VACILLATIVE NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU MAY TRY, YOU'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO DO IT NO MATTER WHICH YOU CHOOSE IN THE END, YOU NEVER KNOW CAUSE IT'S HARD TO UNDERSTAND