I mend the broken pieces but everytime it always falls apart This irritation and anger from trial and error, it endlessly keeps on haunting me Inferiority, it keeps tormenting me and swallowing me whole I was addicted to pleasures of putting you down, a game I played but could not get out The news only shows negativity Nothing playing that I’d ever wanna see Why are humans such weak and foolish beings, I implore you? Who the hell am I, and I ask, who the hell are you? Words that I say put my heart in pain, I’m talking straight into my own reflection Hiding my true identity to bear what hurt deep inside I don’t know why, can’t figure it out I don’t remember when I even lost myself Some people they betray others easily, can’t believe they stoop so low Money and drugs always help me They never leave me Trust that they’ll always be by my side You vacantly stare then ask me, caressing the scars carved on my wrist Where is the girl I once knew with a smile so pure, what’s left is only a jaded shell You can no longer hear the sounds of my beating pulse through the pain and anguish that plagues my heart Or go unnoticed until it’s too late and all comes crumbling to pieces What the hell does happiness mean? And tell me, what’s the reason of life I cannot find the answer in me I feel ashamed and it’s infuriating My silent screams try escaping me, they have a mind of their own They echo on, all through the town, when the city’s fast asleep into the night The crows that are flocking my way are flying through the sunset sky There’s one that I see, has an injured wing, it can’t keep up and just been left behind I understand exactly how you feel, I hope that you know Why must it be so goddamn hard Living the lives that we were meant to live Lights shining through the rubble May be the key, the guide in me Follow the signs, the meaning of life To find the reason for our bleak existence I whispered quietly to the injured crow that fateful day Don’t you think it’s too soon for the both of us, to succumb to this and give up on our lives