There's no meaning to this song A guy like me can't change anything or save anyone Sometimes these kinds of thoughts mess up my head I'm powerless and weak But it's not like I started this to save people And I don't like heroes they can't even smoke weed Yeah rock's turned into pop music But still, it was music saved me Just like the first time I jacked off Beating the monkey till couldn't move Madness without reason, impulse Almost as if I want to rape someone I wanna visualize what I can't grasp Wanna stay art-first, not business-first I don't know what I need to win against But it's not about winning, it's how you win Something only I can do The reason I'm me The reason I stay me