My life's in pandemonium at the moment Been waiting for the closer For one thing to be over Just to move on and be closer To what I can remember As the life I once was living Fill your own cup up and sip it Oh, the optimisms killing Like at school just tryna to fit in You try your best but nothing works Does it ever move forwards? No What's the point? I think they're taking their time In the process wasting mine I was in my prime What does it really mean to be in your prime? When you're changing all the time I've been learning how to drive Julian's beside me losing his patience Just as I'm losing my mind But I stepped out of the way that I was feeling I dreamt of all my freedom Jumped in my Carrera Then I realised I was dreaming Failed my test for speeding On the same day that I got the news And I could not believe it On the phone they told me it was finally over 6:30 in the evening Overwhelmed with closure A true relief, a long embrace Long awaited moment And I felt so much