Jealousy is killing me, it's too much to dismiss I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this Honestly, I'd rather be asleep not feel a thing I don't like how it goes but I still go there, I'll admit Baby (Baby) It's hard to see a way out (Compare myself to many men) It's hard to see a way out (Many nights spent hating on them) It's hard for me to see a way out Now and then I'm alright in the end When misery is running me and ruling how I feel I'm not satisfied, I need a change of pace, for real I'm on my feet, I'm semi clean I'm miles from where I've been I'm missing you tonight, I hope you're cosy in the sheets But girl, when I act like this it isn't fair, no You know I do it when I'm feeling scared, baby I'm stressing out, pulling out my hair, yeah And I'm imagining the worst, but the worst never comes, I'm aware I hope you're sleeping well (I do) I hope you're sleeping well I hope you're sleeping well, over there I'm thinking of you, hoping you're in peace Hope you know just how much I care I really hope you're sleeping well I'm excited just for waking up and to see How your night sleep was Breakfast, dawn, I stretch and yawn, I'll start the day by texting you Good morning babe, how you feeling? I wish that I had woken next to you but either way I'm happy just to see your name Appearing on my phone I get that feeling once again And then my smile starts to grow Now I'm thinking through what to say Yeah, I get jealous as fuck And no. It doesn't feel great But I'm still with you and that's all that I can know right now, hey Tomorrow might not be here I swear that I can make a change Why waste the time we have my dear? I'll make a change No need for jealousy today I hope you sleep well, my babe Goodnight