Angela Baker and My Obession with Fire

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I won't forget the day that That I came to And I started thinking that there's more Than just perfect prom queens and silver spoons And all I ever wanted was someone to knock me back to the bliss of ignorance 'cause I feel like running headfirst into traffic And so I'm here to say that thoughts in bed with pain I wont forget the day that That I found God In a kitchen knife now and on my arm So paint the pale white floor with With my red life And tell me that this pain is The pain I love As I swallow the pills of happiness And you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake And so I'm here to say That thoughts in bed with pain I stand outside my pretty house I light a match to start the fire I called the cops to let 'em know It's 22 Walthery Ave I thought I wanted this I thought I wanted this (I'm here to say) I said I wanted some more attention I thought I wanted a storied ending I hate the pain, I hate the pain, I... I just can't win. I hate the pain, I hate the pain, I... I think that the truth is I'm scared I think that I'm just scared to live I think the truth is I'm scared I think that the truth is I'm everything that I hate