Dither

歌詞

My words and deeds are always defined by how people around see me Don't you dare appraise me please I've been wondering what's keeping terrifying me My fucking head is always above the clouds Getting used to this means I give in everything that I couldn't change I'm sick of living When I sink on my knees, will I finally know how many things I lost? But so afraid of not being in the right frame of mind I should not, should not go on like this And I'm even exploiting the words Of someone else to hide away To hide away my feelings I'm at a dead end? No, I just can't stop second-guessing myself All I have now is a dither I feel the end staring at me I don't mean to criticize myself So don't get me wrong mark my words, all I've got is my own self-love The end's staring at me But I'm not willing to work my hands to the bone to change my fate I'll be pushing daisies up without changing from a fucking detestable thing So write me off Right away I feel the end staring at me What made me so indecisive? Write me off Right away So I can go to where no one can find me