I'm fucking grinding to release My fucking pretense I've carried I'm fucking grinding to release My fucking pretense I've carried Nah [He tends to flow to where he can stay brain fucking dead when he find it hard to deal with something on his face...] While I'm out of it, I hit somewhere I don't know And still never know how to love myself Always thinking about my bad luck Am I collapsing? I don't wanna see, I don't wanna fall anymore My crooked mind holds me down So I wrote useless words and I named this song Jaded I'm useless I'm so useless yeah Take away There's too much to get through I'm fucked up in this total chaos Bring me back To my old calm fucking days Why am I, why am I screaming like this Never wondered how I've lived my life without trying to live I'm fucking grinding to release My fucking pretense I've carried I'm fucking grinding to release My fucking pretense I've carried Never wondered how I've lived my life without trying to live Without trying to live Never wondered how Hello I'm lost Hello I'm lost I am lost