they're tearing me up in the sun they're melting me down in the sun they're burning up in the heat trying to convince everyone they're the same ones filling their life with thoughts of me choking out in the dust they're choking on their words there's no way i could invent people like this they're laughing out in the sun drawing the picture for you i'm the one who made them this way i'm the one who caused all of this to happen to them i'm the one who's rightly to blame for everything they ever wanted that has not come true i'm the one that they curse when they fall asleep the gremlin watching them when they try to sleep knowing i exist is their punishment i'm the lie which refuses to die my stench pollutes their minds and forbids their peace i'm the stain that won't come out the toilet backed up the ticket on their car the overdue bills the bottle in their hands the big black ugly bird that bites the heads off of their flowers their flowers they're draining their insanity on me their insanity on me insanity on me