I need to know the meaning of this life Is it worthwhile for a worn out doll like me The child that nodded her head to everything And then she lost her soul And became nobody at all God, why do you keep me alive I’m not exceptional How long must I endure? Neither loved nor hated Like air or less Staying far apart from both ends I need to know the meaning of this life Somebody get me out of living hell Feels like it never ends (Darkness all the way down) I need to know the meaning of this life Feels like it never ends No Not any chances Because I’ve been avoiding to face myself (How long must I endure?) Go away Avert your eyes from despair Go away I can't do anything more than this I've wasted too much time, you know? There are no words left at all A fading realm Go away A million different choices Embrace it or reject it You’re free to choose I always thought I can only sink further I assumed that’s just how it is And I've grown old in vain Feel The feeling of futility Because I’ve been exploiting my life Just to waste it (How long must I endure?) (Go away) The blessing bells(Go away) will never ring for me (Go away) I’m waiting for death’s embrace Go away I need to know the meaning of this life Somebody get me out of living hell Feels like it never ends (Darkness all the way down) I need to know the meaning of this life Feels like it never ends No Not any chances Because I’ve been avoiding to face myself (How long must I endure?) Embrace it or reject it You’re free to choose I always thought I can only sink further I assumed that’s just how it is And I've grown old in vain Embrace it or reject it You’re free to choose I always thought I can only sink further I assumed that’s just how it is And I've grown old in vain No Not any chances Because I’ve been avoiding to face myself The blessing bells will never ring for me I’m waiting for death’s embrace Go away Avert your eyes from despair Go away I can't do anything more than this I've wasted too much time, you know? There are no words left at all A fading realm Go away
