Lakeside

歌詞

The holes in my memory Just like a withered photograph They keep me wondering Where did we go wrong What could’ve been And all that remains is this one fucking question It’s already been half a life Yet I start reminiscing about these days When we first met and wandered Azeroth together And how a little later, I lied to my mom When I snuck out for the weekend to meet you at the lakeside “I’ll stay at my friend’s house”, that’s what I said When I picked you up at the small town bus stop Sweet talk and makeshift campfires When I met you at the lakeside And we crashed in your parents’ tent The holes in my memory Just like a withered photograph They keep me wondering Where did we go wrong What could’ve been And all that remains is this one fucking question Why wasn’t I good enough? Will I ever be good enough? Hand in hand we’d sneak around my hometown Hoping no one would see us Keeping our lakeside secret Holy like sharing innocent kisses At night, at the lakeside Half a life later Still keeping our lakeside secret Reminiscent of innocent kisses Everything was easier, half a life ago These days I ask myself what would’ve been How it would be now, if we’d still talk If you wouldn’t have left If I would’ve been better It’s already been half a life Yet I start reminiscing about these days When we first met and wandered Azeroth together And how a little later, I lied to my mom When I snuck out for the weekend to meet you at the lakeside Do you sometimes think back? I barely remember, do I? Anno 2009 I recall the end of our story But I’m missing the in between And sometimes I still feel sorry for Anno 2010 Trying to remember what I’ve done wrong Reciting the mistakes that never faded Like the memories of our lakeside secret Now I’m reminiscing, half a life later Wondering if I should’ve stayed around If I would’ve been good enough Wishing I would’ve been better