Every night I've thought about them, with a empty my bottle. I've still thought about that. However I can't get the answer. Everybody's living in the dark like MARIANA TRENCH. I tell myself to that otherwise I likey to kill myself. Just let me know how should I live. Just let me know how should I live? Going down in this spiral I can't feel. I'm standing from the edge. Feels like I'm in a hell. The sky turns gray. In my mind. Maybe I don't want to live, so I'm gonna go. Loveless, hopeless, dreamless,forceless, I'm suffering. Weakness, loneliness, I don't wanna realize. ONE BY ONE They break my heart. ONE BY ONE My heart is gone. DAY BY DAY I'm becoming less me. Going down in this spiral I can't feel. I'm standing from the edge. Feels like I'm in a hell. The sky turns gray. In my mind. Maybe I don't want to live, so I'm gonna go. Forever Going down in this spiral I can't feel. I'm standing from the edge. Feels like I'm in a hell. The sky turns gray. In my mind. Maybe I don't want to live, so I'm gonna go. (Why I'm alive?)