Turn me up, Josh I was goin' through that pain alone I was goin' through that phase alone We all change, you say I change along Sleepless nights, barely changin' clothes You know damn right you was wrong I was tired, they didn't realize Ceratin vibes, it don't feel right Plenty nights got me traumatized Why they lie? I do love my guys You lookin' crazy, know the trenches raised me I'm Durkio, without Chicago, Jay Z And I was scared how that money made me I caught the vibe and they was lookin' crazy Money ran low right, felons can't vote, right? I can't even vote for who I believe in, goin' right I just dropped a tear inside the funeral, ain't more right And I nut on all the hoes I fuck, I blame the poor sight Please don't turn away from me I got enough on my plate, tryna turn it away, tryna turn it away We can't avoid selling sticks to my people who ain't believe in me I was supported by the streets and them people who ain't believe in me Quarantine, what? I'm just tryna make a buck Talkin' to my dawg, he be actin' like he stuck Favorite gun a Glock, it's swept out with mop Throw it in they face everytime I hold it up Granny ain't feelin' too well Shootout with the police, I ain't goin' to jail How you actin' off of a case, you would know if you tell I know a nigga from the hood, he serve with no scale Watch the bands, make a play, I seen 'em score in the mail Gave 'em thirty-nine years, I heard him cry in his cell Even though I'm gettin' big, I brought a mademoiselle Took a picture on my block, think I'm back in the field Please don't turn away from me I got enough on my plate, tryna turn it away, tryna turn it away We can't avoid selling sticks to my people who ain't believe in me I was supported by the streets and them people who ain't believe in me