January

歌詞

It's all so comforting The part of me that dies without you here Tell me how I'm supposed to stay away For another year I don't wanna kill the parts of me that loved you right But honey, I can't look them in the eye I swear I will hate you for this Forever I never got to Tell you that I loved you Painted the whole thing dark blue Blinded by your tunnel light This is my town Honey it's your wasteland Don't think we'll ever talk again Couldn't get that right We couldn't get that right Get it right, get it right Couldn't get that Get it right, get it right Couldn't get that right Get it right, get it right Couldn't get that I couldn't get that right I didn't notice The moment you let go of this I was all alone in it For longer than I knew (I knew) But you made the right choice Leave me with the white noise And all your indiscretions Second guessing If I ever really knew your true intentions You couldn't hold back and I Couldn't learn my lesson Kinda hate the silence But I know what to do with it I never got to Tell you that I loved you Painted the whole thing dark blue Blinded by your tunnel light This is my town But Honey, it's your wasteland Don't think we'll ever talk again Couldn't get that right Now it's over I feel 10 years older Somehow none the wiser I do this every time (I do this every time) I couldn't get that right (Get it right, get it right Couldn't get that Get it right, get it right Couldn't get that right Get it right, get it right Couldn't get that) Your skeletons They don't scare me I go back to January In my mind You wait there for me I feel pathetic Insisting this shits poetic I feel you rolling those damn eyes I curse 'em all the time No, I don't miss you (Miss you) Anymore, don't want you back In my life, I couldn't live like that Couldn't get that right (I couldn't get that right) I'd say I'm happy (happy) There's still something so daunting Never felt the weight of it all Till you came along and took it off me Hope you're happy (so happy) Can't look at any pictures Afraid I'll see you with her Heard you got that right I heard you got that right I heard you got that right I heard you got that right I heard you got that Oh, I heard you got that (Got it right, got it right Heard you got that Got it right, got it right Heard you got that right Got it right, got it right Heard you got that I heard you got that right) Your skeletons They don't scare me I go back to January In my mind You wait there for me You wait there for me Can't go back Can't move forward Cried all night Doctors orders Whats that like Being loved by you? (Being loved by you) I still talk with you When I'm sleeping I call your name just to feel something Never learned to let a good thing go No, no No, you won't be seeing my name on a phone screen You're hoping it's me who caves, well it won't be! I needed the time and the space Now I can't recall why it was needed in the first place I said I ain't a killer Oh baby, I might be You're somehow the one I can't leave behind me I dig in the dirt and you lay there and watch me Oh, you watch me Your skeletons They don't scare me I go back to January In my mind You regret me Do you regret me? Do you regret me? Do you regret me? Do you regret me? Do you regret me?