Lavender Daughter

歌詞

I'm not a forgiver I cry every winter I sleep in your shadow It only gets bigger I bleed 'cause I'm heavy I never was ready If I'm being honest I never learned to want this I lay with them to prove That he didn't break me Swear that I'm trying But I hate sex lately I wanna be gentle My words taste like metal It's awful when it's over I never got older A scared little girl Who still needs her daddy My hands go down the jeans Of men who treat me badly It was all I had to offer I'm still somebody's daughter But you never saw me For anything other It's coming up Lavender I like the ways I haven't hurt Blood in the water I'm still somebody's daughter I want you to leave And don't take me with you I keep my bed vacant I call it a house rule I stare at the center Of my fuck ups and flashbacks Yes, it hurt that bad, bad I wanna be radiant I'm tired but I'm facing it Self preservation My sweet revelation If it's all I have to offer I'm still somebody's daughter But you never saw me For anything other It's coming up Lavender I like the ways I haven't hurt Blood in the water I'm still somebody's daughter (Lavender) I'm still somebody's daughter (Lavender) I'm not a forgiver I made it through the winter Fuck your remorse Hope it only gets bigger A mad little girl Who still needs her daddy Bury the gun Or I'll never be happy If it's all I have to offer I'm still somebody's daughter It's all I have to offer I'm still somebody's daughter It's all I have to offer I'm still somebody's daughter I'm still somebody's daughter I'm still somebody's daughter I'm still somebody I'm still somebody Blood in the water I'm still somebody's daughter I'm still somebody I'm still somebody Wake me when it's over I wanna get older I'm still somebody Lavender Lavender Lavender I'm coming up Lavender Lavender Lavender I'm coming up Lavender