I'm feeling mean today Not lost not blown away Just irritated and quite hated Self control breaks down Why's everyday so tame I like my life insane I'm fabricating and debating Who I'm gonna kick around Right now can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you Right now I feel it scratch inside I wanna slash and beat you Right now I rip apart the things inside that excite you Right now I can't control myself I know I hate you I'm feeling cold today Not hurt just fucked away I'm devastated and frustrated God I feel so bound So why'd I feel the need I think it's time to bleed I'm gonna cut myself and Watch the blood hit the ground Right now can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you Right now I feel it scratch inside I wanna slash and beat you Right now I rip apart the things inside that excite you Right now I can't control myself I know I hate you You open your mouth again I swear I'm gonna break it You open your mouth again My God I cannot take it Shut up shut up shut up I'll fuck you up Shut up shut up shut up I'll fuck you up Shut up shut up shut up I'll fuck you up Shut up shut up shut up I'll fuck you up Shut up shut up shut up I'll fuck you up Shut up shut up shut up I'll fuck you up Right now can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you Right now I feel it scratch inside I wanna slash and beat you Right now I rip apart the things inside that excite you Right now I can't control myself I know I hate you I know I hate you I know I hate you I know I hate you I know I hate you Shut up shut up shut up shut up