Final stage of being numb Felt this way since I was young Tell me what could I have done Different, different, different I wish things were different You created distance Take my pain away How'd I make it this far? Long sleeves cover scars My tears in the jar Drink 'em like I'm at the bar To the bridge in my car Now I'm swimming with the sharks Can't swim, so I'm going down Can't swim, so I'm goin' drown Didn't know but I know now I been chilling in a dark place, anxiety all day Fixated on a heartbreak! Know I'm blessed, but I'm depressed Can't sleep though, I need rest Listen close when I speak less My wounds are still open Lost control of my emotions Devil keep on provoking me My joy has been stolen Final stage of being numb Felt this way since I was young Tell me what could I have done Different, different, different I wish things were different You created distance Take my pain away Final stage of being numb Felt this way since I was young Tell me what could I have done Different, different, different