Light reflects from the surface and I flounder - I can't see or hear And freezing now, weightless in suspension - Maybe now I can hope Barbs of sunlight...I could drown here I'm changing inside, becoming someone else - Maybe I could grow to be like you I could live that way and no longer question - What life has made me Breaking the surface tension, Drawn back to the world From the bottom of an ocean, driven from the light I can feel alive This feeling eludes me Signs...definition escapes me Fear...too cold to hope Death...life suffocates me Driven from the light and I'm caught up inside Myself...it's the only prison I ever made You don't get the joke that I'm my only enemy And I blame everyone else for my inertia This I understand...tearing away This I understand.