This shadow doesn't fade with the sun, or closes with my eyes And the air never seemed so clearer, it's closer than I ever realised And I'm walking away, I can't hear your words This hate is so real, and born out of love Time has no meaning here It slips by just like this slipped in What could I mean? What could possibly force me to turn my back On you forever? Turn away from you forever. I'd feel alive I'd be alive If it were not you bleeding Me dry Left to die Left without even a choice I'm freezing I'm screaming At the emptiness that screams back at me I fade with the sun And I won't awake I reach out for you and I feel nothing I look inside for you and I feel nothing Every damaged thought, every falling tear Every scarred tissue, every bleeding sore Every dying nerve, every failing cell Every wasting muscle, every crumbling bone Couldn't kill me more than your heart My sleep fails My hands shake Uncontrollable waves of fear blind me Face to face with death and I so much want to live I've still got so much to give, And I want to be held by you On and On And I need you so much now On and On And I can't stand to be alone On and On And I can never forgive you On and on I don't want to be alone You've bled me dry And I can still remember Everything you meant to me.