遠い過去を見ていても 霧に隠れている 惨めに生きる今は 病みに飲み込まれてる Dreams like biting sand. There is nothing there. Not even meaning. What am I looking for? 自由は縛られ I want to die beautifully. 孤独に愛され Wrapped in someone's warmth. 希望は失い That would be an unfulfilled wish. 心が泣いてる I'm lonely. This is not a laughing issue. It's not leaving me for life. It's depressing to think about it. Loved by disease. Loved by hallucination I want someone to love me Maybe you can't. いつも見る夢は同じ 甘い光景は消える 微かに残る香り 闇に飲み込まれてく 悲しみさえ感じない心は 遠い過去を見ては ただ 虚しさが溢れている 自由は縛られ I want to die beautifully. 孤独に愛され Wrapped in someone's warmth. 希望は失い That would be an unfulfilled wish. 心が泣いてる I'm lonely.