SOMETIMES I WONDER WHERE OUR LIVES GO AND QUESTION WHO WE USED TO BE SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I'M THE OXYGEN BETWEEN THE CIGARETTE AND GASOLINE I CAN'T SLEEP BECAUSE WHAT IF I DREAM OF GOING BACK TO SAN DIEGO WE BOUGHT A ONE-WAY TICKET SO WE CAN GO SEE THE CURE AND LISTEN TO OUR FAVORITE SONGS IN THE PARKING LOT AND THINK OF EVERY PERSON I EVER LOST IN SAN DIEGO CAN'T GO BACK TO SAN DIEGO ABANDONED HOUSES WITH THE LIGHTS ON LATE AT NIGHT I CALL YOUR NAME ABANDONED LOVE SONGS SMASHED ACROSS THE HARDWOOD FLOORS I READ THE SADNESS ON YOUR FACE I NEVER NEEDED TO HEAR ALL OF THE PAIN AND THE FEAR YOUR SECRETS FILLED UP MY EARS LIKE THE OCEAN BLUE I NEVER WANTED TO KNOW HOW DEEP THESE CUTS ON YOU GO AND LIKE A RIVER THEY FLOW TO THE OCEAN BLUE