I'm swaying on the train, just gazing out Looking out at the countless lights A life that won't be a line I just breathe and look away So that you don't get anxious I just pretend to be okay I'm not okay In this whole fucking world I've been trying to make a dot every day A life that's not even a single line I just cover my eyes with a paintbrush and fall asleep You're tired of playing games Bishop is long gone I try not to fall into the depths of anxiety I just pretend to be okay I'm not okay In this whole fucking world I've been trying to make a dot every day A life that's not even a single line I just cover my eyes with a paintbrush and fall asleep A street lamp with a dim light Has been out for a long time now I thought someday a new chapter starts Change that never comes If you say it's all mine Can you just tell me one thing? I'm swaying on the train, just gazing out So that you don't get anxious I just pretend to be okay
