(feat. Rell) (Bridge) If you could look at me now (Beanie Sigel) (Verse 1) My hair was knotty then Nose- snotty then sweats, no pockets then sweatin', no problems then facts? Off the potty then News? Watchin karate then... Muddas playin double dutch, she was hop-scotchin' then Me- Girl watchin' then Crooked little eye. (eye) hump-back, tryna hump that yes I (I) Couldn't play because I'm poo They thought I was mockin them Gramz- Said I was devilish Been knew I was rotten then School- Been dropped out, neva really clockin' in Popz- Been dropped out, Neva really stoppin' in... Momz- tryna lock me out Cops- Tryna lock me in Damn, Devilish one with Pellet-guns, Grew from, Sling-shotin' them, (uh) To sling-shootin' them Dice all day, Kept hook shot- Nice all day Right hook fight Nice all day Nigga left for a night To keep money Right all day Break a night all day (bridge) If you could look at me now (x2) (Beanie Sigel (background)) If you could look at me now Let me smoke with you young'in (Verse 2) Yo I was pop-lockin' -Then Card-board boxin -Then Me- I was up the center 3-D- lockin' in Strong-arm- Robbin then Started car- Poppin' in ME- Skinny toots, Telly boots, Marley Park and El Got in trouble with Passion Was from parkin them- Other Jacks, diffeferent sets Started sparkin him- I had the four-teen gauge, My nigga Larken then How it made front page, -He caught a spark from them He got gauged in his leg, Still was walkin' then 8-toss, shook it off Kept sparkin' them All heads aint help, -We had more heart then them We squashed that war, Got some wall, -Stayed apart from them Down in Iraq, they give me dap, I'm takin' pounds from clowns, You shake my hand like a grown man (grown man) Ya aint see it like Tony and old man, Mob-style ferreal, This is my life-style ferreal. (bridge) (Beanie Sigel (background)) If you could look at me now (Verse 3) ...Now its big buisnesses, You see them big bentley-skids You see them Bee's on those shiny-ass Rims of his, You can't find him in the woods, With his kids with his Mob cookin breakfast with no S.W.A.T. A good day this is. You could bull-shit with rap if you want, I pull the bull-shit to the back And put rap in front. Now I'm State-Prop flickin' it State-Prop stitchin' it. I'm paper soldier yall, Your boy gettin' rich I see a kids hair -knotty now.. They nose -snotty now So what I do, I try to turn they frown around I make 'em smile a day If only for a -while a day I give them dollar-day That's my ghetto -holliday I must say for myself I'm feelin proud today, My life is shaped Like I run about a mile a day I dedicate this to the one's that counted me out And looked at me down Just look at me now. (speaking) I know yall see me Look at me now man I'm killin this shit Sheed, check your boy out man Your boy got buisnesses man I done came up on my own nigga I'm a ceo nigga Clothing line... cartoons, movies, name it nigga Bullshit with rap if you want, ...I'm a big-boy-toy driver nigga with unlaced airforce 1's with no license- Holla at me nigga. Yall can't tell me shit, look at me now.