Pride

歌詞

I'm pushing myself to everything I seem to hear Expecting it to end up somwhere near Using my pride as my simple excuses But as I let it out it forms into a thing so useless Thinking all I'm doing for myself is willingly But then I see that its only killing me And when things fall over I want them built back the same Not wanting to see the instance of any change I don't want to vision that inner thought in my mind Because I think if its not there than I'll be fine These thoughts trap me deep inside my pride I can't remove them or see where they hide (Thoughts like these return to me) Memories I have come to fear Won't let me make them disappear (Now I find that I can barely breathe) I look down at the faces on my hand Speaking words that my them sink in my plan Things aren't the way they should be when I pretend After I crumble everything up I can't make it better again My pride has me seeing things that don't exist Seduicing me to the edge of my fate before I slip Never giving thought to words that come out my throat I'm buckling everyone down without much hope I can't seem to edit out the mistakes in me Swallowing me in just as its overtaking me These thoughts trap me deep inside my pride I can't remove them or see where they hide (Thoughts like these return to me) Memories I have come to fear Won't let me make them disappear (Now I find that I can barely breathe) I look into jaded mirror And I hate what I see As my eyes track in so close I find that jaded person is me 2x These thoughts trap me deep inside my pride I can't remove them or see where they hide (Thoughts like these return to me) Memories I have come to fear Won't let me make them disappear (Now I find that I can barely breathe) 2x Trapped 2x