A Different Kind of Happiness

歌詞

The buzzing of my telephone To my surprise, I know the call The cadence of my future self He didn't sound all that well He didn't sound that well But if I could see it through a softer lens It wouldn't mean that it hurt any less It's not what I hoped for, I don't wanna pretend But maybe I'll find, maybe I'll find A different kind of happiness And all the Earth crashed into one Said all the things you're runnin' from All the rage and the regret Well, I ain't outrun 'em yet No, I ain't outrun 'em yet But if I could see it through a softer lens It wouldn't mean that it hurt any less It's not what I hoped for, I don't wanna pretend But maybe I'll find, maybe I'll find A different kind of happiness Then a call from me as a boy Reality was all but gone He said, "Life, it keeps replacing joy And I don't know where I belong" He was lost in an alien sadness Don't remember where it came from He said, "I am full up of an otherness" He hung up before I could pass on But if I could see it through a softer lens It wouldn't mean that it hurt any less It's not what I hoped for, I don't wanna pretend But maybe I'll find, maybe I'll find A different kind of happiness