So Many Tears

歌詞

I shall not fear no man but God Though I walk through the valley of death I shed so many tears if I should die before I wake Please God walk with me grab a nigga and take me to Heaven Back in elementary I thrived on misery Left me alone I grew up amongst a dyin breed Inside my mind couldn't find a place to rest until I got that Thug Life tatted on my chest Tell me can you feel me I'm not livin in the past you wanna last Be tha first to blast remember Kato No longer with us he's deceased Call on the sirens seen him murdered in the streets Now rest in peace Is there heaven for a G Remember me So many homies in the cemetery shed so many tears Ahh I suffered through the years and shed so many tears Lord I lost so many peers and shed so many tears Now that I'm strugglin in this business by any means Label me greedy gettin green but seldom seen And fuck the world cause I'm cursed I'm havin visions of leavin here in a hearse God can you feel me Take me away from all the pressure and all the pain Show me some happiness again I'm goin blind I spend my time in this cell ain't livin well I know my destiny is Hell where did I fail My life is in denial and when I die baptized in eternal fire I'll shed so many tears Lord I suffered through the years and shed so many tears Lord I lost so many peers and shed so many tears Now I'm lost and I'm weary so many tears I'm suicidal so don't stand near me My every move is a calculated step to bring me closer to embrace an early death now there's nothin left There was no mercy on the streets I couldn't rest I'm barely standin bout to go to pieces screamin peace And though my soul was deleted I couldn't see it I had my mind full of demons tryin to break free They planted seeds and they hatched sparkin the flame inside my brain like a match such a dirty game No memories just a misery Paintin a picture of my enemies killin me in my sleep Will I survive til the mo'nin to see the sun Please Lord forgive me for my sins cause here I come Lord I suffered through the years God and shed so many tears God lost so many peers and shed so many tears Lord knows I tried been a witness to homicide Seen drivebys takin lives little kids die Wonder why as I walk by Broken-hearted as I glance at the chalk line gettin high This ain't the life for me I wanna change But ain't no future right for me I'm stuck in the game I'm trapped inside a maze See this Tanqueray influenced me to gettin crazy Disillusioned lately I've been really wantin babies so I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady Don't trust my lady cause she's a product of this poison I'm hearin noises think she fuckin all my boys can't take no more I'm fallin to the floor beggin for the Lord to let me in to Heaven's door shed so many tears Dear God please let me in Lord I've lost so many years and shed so many tears I lost so many peers and shed so many tears Lord I suffered through the years and shed so many tears God I lost so many peers and shed so many tears