From a dimly lit room, I hear an unknown voice Love and hate are racking my brain I need to come to my senses Carefully descend the cracked stairs Don't let the pieces of reason spill out of your hands I want to love you even if it hurts, so let me hold your arms I can paint an infinitely distant landscape here I want to seek you even if it hurts, so let me cut your throat I can swallow even the destrudo that you are carrying It's that time of year again when I get jealous of you I can't maintain my ego at this rate Every time I think of you, a shadow crawls out of the swamp in my heart and tries to tear down my boundaries I cry ah I want to love you even if it hurts, so let me hold your arms I can paint an infinitely distant landscape here I want to seek you even if it hurts, so let me cut your throat I can swallow even the destrudo that you are carrying