Pins and needles in my face I Can't trust my feelings anymore Shouldn't of looked behind the veil my Whole world's at war Cos they've been feeding us a fable Swallowing the rabbit whole I can't keep quiet at the table Anymore, no oh I hate my fucking guts right now Reckon you'd be better if I never existed sorry that I let you down Found a way to hide And now I'm addicted. Give me something to believe in Some kind of system override I need to give my ghost a reason To let it slide Cos everyones too scared to heal They don't give a fuck how they feel And I just don't know how to deal anymore Maybe the damage is done Maybe the darkness has won And we were programmed Just to suffer I hate my fucking guts right now I'm sorry that I let you down I hate my fucking guts right now Reckon you'd be better if I never existed Sorry that I let you down Found a way to hide And now I'm addicted Cos the world is a scary place Scary future Scary fate Thought the pain Would teach me somehow But the only thing I figured out Is life is a grave And I dig it And I dig it I don't wanna lose myself again I don't wanna lose myself again Cos the world is a scary place Scary humans Scary race Thought the pain Would teach me somehow But the only thing I figured out Is life is a grave And I dig it Cos everyones too scared to heal They don't give a fuck how they feel And I just don't know how to deal anymore Well maybe the damage is done Maybe the darkness has won And we were programmed Just to suffer I hate my fucking guts right now Reckon you'd be better if I never existed I'm sorry that I let you down When you find this letter Hope you don't get it twisted Cos the world is a scary place Scary future Scary fate Thought the pain Would teach me somehow But the only thing I figured out Is life is a