Where is my mind? I've lost the nerve This year flew by without a word I had a plan to cross the world But haven't left this island The stores closed down then opened up I said I'd do a sober month I failed, but tried, and wrote this drunk In overwhelming silence And I'll see my friends When all this ends But now until then I'm holding out for spring We can't let winter win That's why I'm holding out for spring Oh, what a state we're in I'll keep holding out for spring Homework and cancelled holidays The blame gets passed to save a face The smell of last night's takeaway Just tells me I'm a mess Still watching shows they recommend That don't get good until the end I could be unwell, but then again Maybe I'm just depressed And I'll fix my head When all this ends But now until then I'm holding out for spring We can't let winter win That's why I'm holding out for spring Oh, what a state we're in I'll keep holding out for Springtime Blue skies Frost fades slowly Crossed my Mind to linger And hold out for spring We can't let winter win That's why I'm holding out for spring Oh, what a state we're in