It starts with just a thought within A wish that rode on mellow wind Begins and ends with "hello" and "goodbye" I'll take a chance to see what we could be The past in distant memory To another world At last I'll grasp that promised life But the high is over sooner than it began Stay alive and sober, all a part of the plan I arrived a soldier in a far-off land With a four-leaf clover in this scarred right hand You can Over and over, rewrite Felt the closure with every night So you're gonna go and let it all melt away into that formless storm of white? On the winds of desperation Flying for all this world to see Though I make do all despite it, Fate is hard to hide it's Always been decided for me Numbing pain is numbing happiness Something anyone can find Pushing on For resolve that is mine Alone It's hopeless, though this soul can say I tried To move forward, the lore is I must Be void inside Recalling all the days we met A place that I belonged, and yet My world was built of walls of endless height But it was melody that set me free "This world ain't seen the best of me" I'm invincible For just one moment, I can fight Not hesitant, fast-paced hot to cold I found a present, past, future in store being sold Unpleasant. Resentment, the more your told Deep inside of the binds of stories of old can't help Burning through every page Keep you learning to envy the stage All the while, with a vile and discerning smile, I'm planning how I'm gonna break the cage On winds of desperation Flying for all this world to see Though I make do all despite it, Fate is hard to hide it's Always been decided for me Numbing tears and heartache, sorrow, hate Running endlessly through time again Still deprived UnAlive Like I've always been My home A place I'll never know until I'm satisfied To move forward, the lore is I must Be void inside The soul is divided Colder inside, the dice Roll is decisive Must have it nice A gorgeous device To trick and entice, it's got a price Playing it straight The cards I create A heart's nothing but dead weight. Diamonds or spades The lies and charades They never gonna change Lie to myself. Reject any and all help Betting all of my chips, let 'em fall to hell Blood, sweat cannot stop the thoughts invading, "nobody's waiting" after all Is said and done There's nowhere left to run Forget the sun, rest in peace and appease the beast, Never thought I'd beg the Beats to cease Talking head rotting I don't gotta be whole Don't want a dead body, don't need no soul >TAKE CONTROL Our world is turning once again For that reason I still sing And we've shed so many tears by now Though I'd never dare to change a thing Days of laughing and crying, feeling like dying All became a part of me We won't have to wait for long Waiting from beyond What more could there be? Numbing pain is numbing happiness Something anyone can find Pushing on For resolve that's truly mine On the winds of desperation Flying for all this world to see Though I make do all despite it, Fate is hard to hide I won't let it decide who I'll be Numbing pain is numbing happiness Though you know it's all worth fighting for Every means to an end is an open door Your home Is more than just a place your never satisfied I'll move forward toward something rewarding By your orders, I'll never be soaring I'm ignoring the lore cuz I won't be void inside もう、戻れない In Death, I'm somehow more alive