I've been struggling lately Time is slipping away from My hands but I can't let go It's fine I know better than to fight But I really wish that I could keep up with the flow Listen, I don't have to leave I don't have anywhere to be We can go another round if you feel like Or you can let yourself out I'll be all right I'll pour another whiskey Wait for it to hit me you'd think I'd feel guilty But I don't feel a thing So do what you want (You don't love me but I don't care) Just promise you'll leave me Right after you're done (You can't touch me ‘cause I'm not here) I know what you deserve and I don't think I'm worth it Fuck it. No one's perfect Am I right? It isn't gonna hurt you Misery and perfume Gotta be the worst way to feel alive? Fill my fingerprints with the surface of skin and make peace with my sins and Then do it again I'm so tired of pretending… That I don't feel a thing so do what you want (You don't love me but I don't care) just promise you'll leave me Right after you're done (You can't touch me ‘cause I'm not here) Sink with me I need to know that I'm still breathing There's comfort in this sinking feeling I just wanna know that I'm alive … I don't feel a thing So do what you want (You don't love me but I don't care) Just promise you'll leave me Right after you're done (You can't touch me ‘cause I'm not here) I know what you deserve and I don't think I'm worth it Fuck it. No one's perfect Am I right? It isn't gonna hurt you Misery and perfume Gotta be the worst way to feel alive? The worst way to feel alive… Feel alive…