more and more much bigger and bigger modern capitalism pushes and gives nothing but desire less and less, much smaller and smaller nature looses what it had and I will be on the way to collapse and I'll be realized I am nothing but a part just one part nothing more than that egotistic and weak fragment of creation egotistic and weak fragment of creation egotistic and weak that's what I am stop to start break to build walk to run, I have to slow down now I have to look back how do I say no? to the modern technology how do I learn to say good bye? how do I take another look? I don't know but I will try I will try to go back affluent society now only be materialized on a sacrifice of so many lives how long? how much more? how do I deal and control myself? how do I learn to say good bye? how do I take another look? I don't know but I will try I will try to go back fragment of creation egotistic and weak fragment of creation egotistic and weak that's what I am…