I've never been alone, long enough to know, if I ever was a child I was tied up like a boat, unbuttoned like a coat Set free for a while Well I jumped to jolt my clumsy blood While my white, green eyes Cry like a window pane Can my cold heart change even out of spite? I slump behind my brain A haunted stain never fades I hunt for the kind of pain I can take And I cry like a window pane Can my cold heart change over night So I won't ever want to touch your heart too much or hold you too tight I slump behind my brain A haunted stain will never fade I hunt for the kind of pain I can take I never was alone long enough to know if I ever was a child