I remind myself of myself long ago before I could drive, before I could vote All of the time, holding a grudge before I knew people could die just because Shot from a sling, head full of buzz I knew what I liked was not very much High at the time, tied to the grid Always afraid of those normal American kids Oh all of my spirit leaked like a cut I knew what I needed would never be enough I was too high to change my bid always afraid to be a normal American kid Always hated normal American Empty summer days Lightning crazed and cracked like an egg High behind the garden shed Painting myself as a normal American kid I always hated it High as high as high can loom Under the sheets in my bedroom I was as high as high can get Always afraid of the normal American kids Oh bongs and jams and carpeted vans Hate everything I don't understand High times tightening the lid Had to get away from those normal American kids Always hated those normal American kids Always hated those normal American kids