The man I've always wanted to be when I was a kid Seems smaller now. The wide distance remains unchanged. Impatience grows. Even though I am moving forward step by step. I wonder if I can ever make a difference? I want them. The things I never had. I'm not saying I can never give up. I'm just saying I want to keep myself updated. I'll keep myself updated. Will you just walk away if I change? if you can't accept me,I'll be miserable. We only have now or never. Inside my head I've got the answer. That's why I keep myself updated again today. Considering myself a late bloomer. I just want to believe. Nobody walks at the same pace. They got their own speed. It's easy to go with the flow. And Life is treating me great. But if I live that way, I feel like I am being torn apart inside. I want them. The things I never had. I'm not saying I can never give up. I'm just saying I want to keep myself updated. I'll keep myself updated. Will you just walk away if I change? if you can't accept me,I'll be miserable. We only have now or never. Inside my head I've got the answer. That's why I keep myself updated again today. I want to keep myself updated. I'll keep myself updated. Will you just walk away if I change? if you can't accept me,I'll be miserable. Updated,I'll keep myself updated. Will you just walk away if I change? if you can't accept me,I'll be miserable. We only have now or never. Inside my head I've got the answer. That's why I keep myself updated again today.